Whitney..I am soooo sorry!! I totally understand the twilight thing!! I even said to XH "don't you sometimes feel like you are in a twilight zone...cause we had such a normal life before and now it is like this" He said "I don't really think about it" But that was a long time ago, now I think he gets it, kinda.

I wish the feeling of heartbreak would just end. I pray each and everyday and that is all that helps me, and not as much as I wish it did.

Africa?? How can your kids miss two weeks of school? Wow!! That is nuts, I can't imagine my kids doing that kind of thing with out me. I would be so upset too.

I am thinking of you and praying for you! Try to keep busy, that is all I can think to tell you to do. Sending you hugs!!

((Whitney))

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Me-40
XH-44
T-21
M-18
Div-19 mo.
D-18,S-15,D-11
Bomb-7/07 EA,PA
Mvd out-9/07-to give me space
mvd back-12/07
mvd out-7/08
back with OW since 2/08
OW broke it off-1/10
in and out of tunnel and our life since!!