As the Bolt Turns

[Bolt]

man, these times of vulnerability really stink.

I have to stop trying to look into things but right now I can't help it. I'm staying detached today and then W starts texting me.

She says, "I'm sorry I'm making you feel the way I have. I don't do it maliciously".

I'm not sure whether to take this as good, bad or don't take it at all...

I did go out and buy her one of her books. She's into Vampire porn and a new book from her favorite author came out today. I put a little bow on it and wrote, "Always thinking of you." and put it under her pillow.

Why? Because I still care about her and want to show her my love.