I'm not a talker, Denver. Never have been. I actually like listening to people's stories. I have an affinity for old people because they have the best stories. I actually like looking at other people's photos. Me not being a talker, though, has caused big enough issues because when things went South, my H always assumed the worst. So, I HAVE to work on that.
A couple of ideas here:
1) Have you talked to a therapist about this? Maybe you have socializing disorder. One of my friends wives has something like this. Not sure what kind of treatment, if any, there is. But it would be worth knowing.
2) Go take a public speaking class to practice and get more comfortable.
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