today and why do i even want him?

[ironMan]

Hey Grr,
I am feeling similar things right now. And, here's what I think. We have to do this for ourselves. We might get down the road and decide that our WAS's don't deserve us. Or, maybe WAS's come around and we work things out. But, we're not trying to save the M anymore, we're trying to save us. We're being the best US that we can be and giving WASs time to figure out where they are going to take their lives. Ultimately, we're not ready to give up on the M yet. But, WASs don't get to decide when we are done, we do.

So, if you're done ...... be done.

If you want to stand for M, then do that.

But, do what you feel is right and what you want.