Kaw..how are you??I assume you don't have an active thread anymore!!!
Hope all is going ok for what you need...thanks for the thoughts to ponder..I do always seem to rethink things after you point out different views...I really do believe that this job thing is a message for things that h may be able to pursue..our church is very important to him..who knows..he says he's not too worried..
I can't figure out what he's thinking about as far as the husband thing..I, of course, think that possibly he has guilt that whatever happened with the ff is leaving him unable to commit to me..I am probably wrong..as many times before, since in his mind nothing happened..
I am going on with life as if a d is in the future..and I am ok with it..maybe I am pushing all my feelings away somewhere, I do miss him and love him, but will not allow those feelings to cripple me.
