How did your meeting with H go? Were you able to stick to your game plan? Sorry to hear you're still so dependent on his moods--but don't beat yourself up for it. That's quite normal at your stage--it takes a long time to become that mature, non-co-dependent person we all strive to be, who is completely in control of her own moods and not swayed by how others feel. You will get there if you keep DBing!!
Other than that, HB has written some truly excellent food for thought about the need to change in order to attract a better relationship (whether with your current H or someone else)--I hope it helps you.
