Jeepers I am having a really crappy day today. Everything just seems to be so blah. Having a hard time getting out of this rotten funk I am in. This part is very frustrating. I did better the first two weeks H was gone than I am doing right now. How the heck do I get back there????

Hope there are some of you out there having a great day. This crap [censored]!

Me:35, 2 kids from PR
H: 37, 2 kids with me
T: 15 years
M: 8 years in Feb.
Second walk out: 14-01-2011
H had PA: 2007