I am sorry for your pain. I am sorry that you feel so much despair right now.
I have two points to make.
People care about you, and people do love you. Maybe not him right now, if it is MLC he isn't capable.
If I was taught that 2 + 2 = 5... I am not saying that you are wrong as in my obvious example above, I am just saying that what we are taught is not always correct...or that we can learn new things. There are only a few concrete things out there with solid answers, math is one of them.
Experience is a brutal teacher, but you learn. My God, do you learn. - C.S. Lewis
Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B. - Jack3Beans
Listen without defending; Speak without offending - FaithinAK