Shiny...I am not sure how to take your response..or maybe I really am blind... I truly beleive him and that there is no other woman...yes a year or so again the r with the coworker/ff did go beyond friendship, but the fact that he goes out now means nothing..it makes me mad that supposedly people are ASSuming these things about him..but then that's reality..I feel such peace about things, that it scares me that I am living in a dream world..I don't know what the next months hold..h may very well mention again about d, and if that really is what he feels like he needs for closure, I am not going to fight him...I want us to be friends...no matter what..especially for our kids sakes..I don't feel anger towards him..I can't make him love me again..I can only do the best for me..make the changes and keep them..for me. So many of you may be saying.."she is in another world"..I hope it is the new me..the strong me..coming out. I want this m to surive or at least start over, and I hope I don't sound like I am giving up..I just need go on with life..I pray each day that God will help h find what he needs to be happy, if it includes me again..that would be great..
