I have read the MLC resources. I can't understand how someone could hurt so many people for their own selfish reasons. I can't understand why they wouldn't get the help they need. I can't understand why family is so unimportant. I don't even know if he's worth the tears I've shed, the words I've spoken or the energy I have invested.
What a waste. What an effin' waste.
I was an MLC'er They can't understand either. There mind is a jumbled mess. Getting through a day is a struggle. I tried to help myself but the process is long. Nobody is important. just surviving living another day is an accomplishment. No when they are in MLC they are not worth the tears. It is like someone else is living your life. You are in a complete fog. you know some of the things you are doing is wrong but you don't have the energy or awareness to fight it. I still ask why many days that the mind can take you there but I don't have the answer. Pleas take care of yourself and understand it is not you.
