I have always been the one that diciplined the girls. Since I was kicked to the curb, mom has been more of a friend to our oldest and has been letting her do whatever she wants. This is definately not working in my book. The engagement will crash and burn, they are both very imature and they can't even stay together for more than a month. I guess I am not really concerned with the engagement. It won't last and I will have to clean up the mess.

My wife I feel will one day regret everything she is doing. Will that help me? I don't know yet, I want to save my marriage but can I ever trust her again? I have many questions and I don't know if I can honestly answer any of them at this time. I am going to let the divorce happen and stand back and watch what happens. I am going to enjoy my life and become the best choice for anyone. I have so many ideas running through my head that I don't know which direction to turn.

Everyday is a new day in my strange little world.


Me 44
W 38
M 18
D 18
D 13
Bomb 10/21/2010
Divorced 7/19/2011
Just getting to the 7th inning!

Don't take life so serious, it's just life!