thank you my bitsies! h stayed over last night to help out with some things he got here pretty late and after a few minutes (it was after 11:30pm) my cel rang it was a friend of mine from another continent, he was confused about the time difference he wanted to know how i was and i retreated to the basement to talk to him in private i was hoping h was curious as to who would be calling me then but who knows but it did feel good to have a clandestine convo while he was upstairs
he left this morning for our other house across the country (his hometown) s and i will meet him there tomorrow
i do have a feeling he won't be staying with us in fact i'm sure of it this terrifies me that i have to tell our s someting