I wake up at 4AM almost every day sinc emy H left. Weird thing about the time is that's the time I got the phone call from the hosp. that my mom had passed away.

2, I'm glad you have another session with Jody and I think it's a great idea that you tackle this one on your own considering all the developments.

DITTO -----> One thing to put in my mental notes is that time is my friend and not my enemy. At this point all I can do is continue to learn and focus on myself, get my support from you guys and offer whatever advice I am able to.


BITS

M: 48, H: 42 Kids: 0
T: 20 yrs M: 16 yrs. (H's 1st, my 2nd)
WAS/MLC: 12/7/09-I'm not the wife HE deserved
Came home per L: 12/26/09, Left again: 2/6/10
Served: 10/21/10, D FINAL: 6/15/11