I've decided to offer the dinner/wedding planning get together. Offer, with no pressure - it's strictly up to him.

Tuesday was a tough one. I'm so glad friends were here Monday evening, or it would have been horrible. As it was, I really didn't hurt over it being V Day.

Maybe Tuesday was a delayed reaction. I was physically drained. I'm so glad I still exercised with friends after work, as that really helped by PMA.

So what do I need to be doing differently? Carefree, happy, engaging with others . . .