Thanks Lotus. I think so.

The part that makes me sad... and maybe it's bc I am just a little drunk... is that she seemed more comfortable and 'herself' around me than she had been since our honeymoon.

I know that I've always made her feel that she couldn't be herself... and made her feel that I didn't think that she was 'funny'... I feel so badly that I ever made her feel this way... and more so that it took this, our S, for her to be able to be that way with me.

This hit home with me...

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Denver


M 43
X 38
T 13
W moves out of home 11/2010
Roller coaster from hell 2/2011-5/2012
I request divorce 5/2012
W moves home 6/2012
Good time 7/2012 - 1/2015
I leave 3/2016
process of divorce