Upset

[Queen_of_Swords]

Thank you Irishblessings for your understanding.
I cannot stop weeping.
I have called to make an appoinment with my DB counselor for tomorrow.

I think though I have to accept he really meant it when he emailed me the bomb. He's done and was done the minute he walked out and nothing I've changed, nothing I've said, not my personal growth and even the welfare of our kids won't alter his mind or his path to the courts.

He is a child of a divorce. The abandonment runs deep in his paternal and maternal family lines and in his step father's line.
I admit I was damaged and I found a lifeline to emotional maturity and growth. He won't admit the same and get the help he needs for his own terrible hurts.

I should have listened to my mother and not married him.