grr, I'm praying for and thinking about your sitch as well.

Funny thing...I walk back into the bedroom after everything and say, "Soooo do you want me to sleep downstairs or upstairs in here?"

She says, "Wherever you want to is fine."
I says, "I want to sleep in here. With you."
She says, "That's ok."

man, my mind is just going crazy. Part of me wants to sleep downstairs. I'm not sure why but I do...

We'll see how I feel when I actually fall asleep...


m 40
w 38
married 15
together 18
d11, d8
bomb 12/19/10
2nd bomb 3/30/11
COMPLETELY DONE