Upset

[Queen_of_Swords]

I think my H fully intends to divorce me.
He just phoned to say goodnight to the kids.
He mentioned he only had a few minutes. I repeated puzzledm "only a few minutes?" H said " Yeah I'm at the courthouse on a course, a parenting course."
I know what this is...it's the same course I did called PASS.
You need the certificate of completion, plus a certificate of independant counsel to get a divorce.
My ears are red, my face is too, I feel sick. I'm close to tears, and I feel awful.

The upside...perhaps it will make him realise what he's putting the kids through. The film clips when the kids talk about their feelings broke my heart. That course was the most difficult thing I ever had to sit through.

I doubt he cares enough though.

I did not get upset on the phone, I did not say anything provocative or inflammatory. I merely said " Oh," brightly and handed the phone off to my oldest child.

Right now I want to text him so badly and tell him exactly what I think about his actions and how much his indifference and attitude hurt me.