I know. I thought I had come to terms with the realities of what the MLC does in terms of hating and blaming the spouse for everything that they perceive has gone wrong in their lives. It's been a year and I thought I'd let go. Then when I do see her with that brimming smile and life-is-great attitude, doubts seep in. Was she really that unhappy with me despite the good times we shared and life we built? You try letting yourself know that it's the sickness and not you, but doubt still just seeps in.
