She's testing you right now. Let's just see if the old Bolt shows up. I don't think she's being malicious about testing you. Heck, I don't even think that she understands that this is what she is doing. But that is what's happening.
Yup, she's panicking because of the move. Makes a lot of sense. Whatever you do, Bolt, make sure you shine right now. Do not give even the slightest indication about wanting to run for the hills. Get that under control. She wants to know if you will really be there for her. It's time to shine!!!
I am so sorry that you are going through this, but you are doing great. Stay the course. I know that you are in a lot of pain, but the goal is worth it, right??? Keep your eye on that goal.
