As the Bolt Turns

[Bolt]

hey, just went for a long drive (won't tell you where:) but you can probably guess)

I did talk to her mom. She's been the voice of reason for us and knows my W almost as well as I do. She told me that she read her the riot act for getting scared. She knows the move is a big deal but deal with it. Who cares? She asked her, do you know how much this guy is giving up to be with you? AND he does it because he loves you not for any other reason.

Her mom told me that the convo went well and that my W was talked off the ledge. She also told me to just roll with times like this.

You guys(gals)are saying the same thing - it's hard but I'm rolling with it.

I totally gave her space and am heading up to my therapist in a second. I tried to not come back home but had to pick something up. I'm hiding in my office now - but she saw me on the way in and was very friendly. I'm putting on a happy face because inside I'm torn up.

Still confused but trying to stay strong.

LIS- you are completely right about the not making a decision now because I do want to run for the hills. Maybe that's where she was this morning - only difference is, she told me instead of thinking a bit more

We shall see...