Need Advice!! Not sure on next move? Part 2

[dixiegal]

Thanks BITS! 2Step my coach is Joanne! She is just so great...she books up fast so give her a call...

Ya know, I take lots of notes while the coach is talking to me. Then, I re-read and re-write it all out. So, to soak it all in. I gotta tell ya...the C said, that I am ready. She feels I am ready either way. Yall know what? I think so too.

Now, don't get me wrong I'm scared still. But, like Firstlove said. I'm walking in that place w/GOD on my side and all the BITS! I'm gonna arrive a bit early and go over my notes and pray. Then walk in and remind him of the girl he fell in love with all those years ago by my actions & responses.

Denver, I thought about you alot and how you did almost what she was saying to the letter. You didnt show your hurt, anger and etc. till you got home in private. You listened and let her talk. Your my Hero Denver...I'm gonna go in that joint and show H who he is walking away from the new me (old me, that I use to be). If he still walks away...that's alright cause, I'm still taking me back!

I'm gonna make it one way or another...All the BITS are going too. I pray for all our Marriages to be SAVED! I know we can't make our spouses choose us..but, I wont give my H the excuse he needs to D me either. I can only control my behavior and how I respond. If he chooses D, it's because of the lies he has told himself. Not, because of how I showed him anger, resentfulness or was aloof. I'm showing him LOVE in it's purest form.

So, 48 hours till count down...

Ps. LIS Thanks for keeping me in your prayers!

BITS
xoxo

Dixie

"Life is short, Pray hard"