Thanks for checking on me. My thread was buried on page 9 or something, bc I stopped talking for a bit. I just wanted it all to go away for a bit.
This is just hard sometimes.
You doing ok? Been thinking about you. Living with the MLC'er is hard, but I know what a hard time you have had with him being gone. It feels like there is no winning with this.
Ok, gonna snap out of my poor me mode and get busy on my chores.
Hugs, Zen. Hope you are well.
Rae
Rae:
Glad to see you checked back in. I understand you have to sometimes sit back and coast for a bit. I tend to do that on weekends with the board and I'm also trying to GAL in the process.
I'm hanging - you know. WE will come out winners. Our WAS will realize someday what they have lost. I personally feel that I'd rather be alone if I can't be with my H. I just love him that much and sometimes I don't feel he deserves it.
Listen, please keep posting more often. WE're here for you.
Peace and Prayers - ZEN
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M: 48, H: 42 Kids: 0 T: 20 yrs M: 16 yrs. (H's 1st, my 2nd) WAS/MLC: 12/7/09-I'm not the wife HE deserved Came home per L: 12/26/09, Left again: 2/6/10 Served: 10/21/10, D FINAL: 6/15/11
