Thanks for the advice guys. It does help. I do know what I have to do, I just have to make myself do it now. My head is spinning today, so hopefully tomorrow will be a better day. Have to get back to where I was 2 weeks ago. It will take a day or two.

Just have to stop believing his words. There are of no use to me. I have to listen to my head and not my heart. My heart has way too many emotions that completely cloud my judgment on truth and false hope. Sometimes I wish I could just be somewhere else for awhile.

Thanks again for the words of encouragement.

Me:35, 2 kids from PR
H: 37, 2 kids with me
T: 15 years
M: 8 years in Feb.
Second walk out: 14-01-2011
H had PA: 2007