"&^%$...some people get up at 5:00am everyday...hard to stay up late any night. "
But you were able to stay up late the night before playing poker.
"I mean I understand that her comment, "Does nothing interest you except sports?" obviously is screaming at me that I don't care."
No to her it means that you don't mind going out late to do your own thing (poker) but when she wants to do something, you aren't interested, therefore not interested in being with her. You had a golden opportunity here that was wasted.
"It's just funny how you can do so much right, and one mistake takes it all away. BAH."
You're still the one who wants to be married right? Change the attitude.
"I like the apparent progress, but I don't really believe it. "
Every positive is a positive no matter how big or small. Reality is that you aren't going to see a massive change overnight. Your marriage didn't go to sh*t overnight. The changes will take time just like that.
If you aren't going to start believing that there are positives, then why are you here? Many people on here are dying for ANY positive response from their spouse.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
