I think a 2X4 would be in order if I thought it would work. It won't. H is so selfish and caught up in what he is doing that a 2X4 wouldn't even phase him. The fog he is in isn't clearing. I feel I just need to walk away. I need to stop letting him get to me. I let my guard down and that is completely my fault. I will not do it again.

Thanks for the thoughts and advice. Everyday is going to be a huge struggle...but one day this will be easier.

Me:35, 2 kids from PR
H: 37, 2 kids with me
T: 15 years
M: 8 years in Feb.
Second walk out: 14-01-2011
H had PA: 2007