I posted a little of this on the piecing board because that's where I thought I was...
Well, I don't even know where to begin to talk about what just happened. I'm a little lost.
W just basically told me that she wants to separate. I have no idea where this came from because we were going so good.
We're moving to basically her home town and I think the move is really taking it's toll on her. We're moving for the first time for her and my career is on hold. I'm fine with that because she's the most important thing for me right now.
I'm trying to stay strong but I don't know what to do...
I think this is the time to ask for God's help and to remain patient because she's just feeling the pressure. Maybe this is a test to see if I'm really going to go. I don't know.
She wants us to get separate places in the new place we're moving.
Just THIS MORNING, she rolled over and snuggled with me. I don't know what to think. We had a great day sunday and yesterday. There was some R talk but it was pretty good and very positive.
She keeps saying that she wants this to work but isn't sure if it will. I said me too but I'm going to do anything to make it work.
BITS, I definitely need some help and guidance here. I truly think she's afraid of the move and my motivations. I told her that right now, I am going to fight to the end for us.
She said that she doesn't have those loving feelings for me and isn't sure if she ever will. I told her that she has showed me love so many ways and that I'm being very patient for her to come back to me. In my heart, I feel that she will.
Should I let her go?
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m 40 w 38 married 15 together 18 d11, d8 bomb 12/19/10 2nd bomb 3/30/11 COMPLETELY DONE
