Piecing is almost harder than before...

[Harrier]

B-
I think everyone thinks they have it the worst. But I'm pretty sure I do.

By ZERO affection, I literally mean NO affection. She doesn't want me to initiate it, nor does she. Before she gave me the quick kiss before our 5K on Saturday, it had been a bout 6 weeks before she kissed or hugged me at all. Forget about hand holding. No ILYs at all. She has said it in a round about way.

In bed there is no cuddling, etc. she might sleep close to me but that is it. She might touch my arm at times, but even then it's only been a handful of times in the last couple months.

We've ML once since early November.

I'd love for even to have what you have Bolt or what XYZ has. I really don't know what is going through her mind. Strangely the MC doesn't seem phase by this or maybe he just things we are talking about not having sex and doesn't know the extent of it. I really think we need to start this or we will never get on track.

I do know that when she asked me to ML in December (man is screwed that up.) It w as totally out of the blue.
Wow reading this makes me kinda sad.

But is she trying with a lot more things for just us to do - sans kids.