I don't know. I've just scheduled m 6th appt with the DB couch for Saturday. One of my goals was to get W to join me on another call but the opportunity to ask has not been there. I'm really kind of stuck at this point so I will talk to Jody and see what she thinks. I want to continue moving in a positive direction but I would like to know if I am really making progress or if I am just talking at this point. If W and I had not spoken in months I would consider this great progress, but since we talk all the time I don't know.
FOBD,
We are taking the same journey you and I we are just at different points. I could be chasing my tail or I could be making progress, that is just to be seen. Hang tight and don't lose focus my failure/success will serve as a roadmap for others. The way I see it Denver is leading this race not me.
Denver,
We do have great talks and sometime it is just small talk but it is always nice to hear from her. I 100% believe that if the distance was not there we would be further along right now. I have my instinct about my W also and my gut tell me she is sorry that this is happening and she wishes it wasn't but she does not see a change of course at this time. She feels as if the move is unrealistic and way too risky to come back and give me another chance. I think seeing her would do us both some good but I am going to get Jody's input on this before I do anything. If I get a chance to bring it up sometime this week I will. I'm hoping that she will want to have another heart to heart sometime this week.
