Okay so here's another opportunity for me to face my fears and put my insecurities even further behind me.
Yesterday I was feeling really anxious and in anguish about not hearing from her all day. Tells me I am still feeling too dependent and attached - I'm still allowing myself to indulge in feelings that do not serve me, I'm still relying on her to help me to feel better.
Sandi helped me see that the "compassion" I felt that I was showing, was just a story that I was telling myself - an excuse to remain in constant contact with my wife.
My wife is a big girl. Perfectly able, willing and eager to figure things out on her own.
I am the Lighthouse, always present and reliable. Not the multi-tentacled squid reaching out to grab her!
What is WONDERFUL about your day today? What is DELICIOUS about YOU?
I am being the possibility of:
1) Integrity 2) Loving myself completely. 3) Things flowing naturally between us, without any fear or attachment to the outcome.
