Wish I'd got that sooner, but thank you for helping me see that old pattern I am still indulging in of trying to force things to go my way, instead of just taking my cues from her and God and letting things naturally unfold.
At any rate, here's the message I sent before I saw your message:
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Good morning, Babe
Hope you got some rest.
I understand that right now you are feeling angry, confused, alone...so many different things that my heart can't help but continue to reach out to you.
Hate to see you in pain, so I'm just writing to see how I can help.
Let me know if you want to talk about [daughter] or anything else you desire. Email, text or telephone. Whatever you prefer.
Michael
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Thought I was being understanding telling her again that I am here, but I see now that she already knows I'm here and the best conversations we have come after she has been the one to initiate them.
Thank you again, Sandi. Your post was extremely helpful and will serve as a great reminder for me in the future.
I am being the possibility of:
1) Integrity 2) Loving myself completely. 3) Things flowing naturally between us, without any fear or attachment to the outcome.
