It's sad that my wife still thinks I'm addicted to porn, and that I always will be. She made a comment about it earlier in the evening today. Now that, my friends -- porn addiction to be exact - is something your spouse will probably never be able to see no matter how much you LRT or 180, because it's such a secretive vice that, in order for a spouse to actually see changes in you, s/he will be required to let their guard down and open up their hearts. However, this is where I have and need to put my faith and trust in God. I just have to be willing to surrender...i.e. Let His will be done.
Pardon moi for being a tad bit more pessimistic than usual, but what a bloody croc of a Valentine's Day today. I had a great time with our son, but my wife was mostly very cold to deal with. Maybe she was having a lousy V-Day too. Who knows?
