2step,
Hang in there, buddy. You are still my inspiration. I see quite a few positives signs here. Take it from a guy who has not seen a positive sign in weeks. Don't give up now. I would say you still have a ways to go, but she seems to have turned a corner. I have been following your sitch since you first joined and I can definitely see some good things going on here. Head up, chest out, eyes straight ahead. You can do this because you are a BITS!

BITS never walk alone!

FOBD

Me: 39
W: 36
T: 15 yrs
M: 9 yrs
S: 09/10

So you can get on with your search, baby
And I can get on with mine
And maybe someday we will find,
That it wasn't really wasted time...