Well that end up being very difficult. After my therapy session, I went over to my brother-in-law's apartment to pick up my son. Wife, brother-in-law, and brother-in-law's girlfriend were all there. They were just going to relax and watch tv tonight.
As soon as I walk in, my wife points to her corner of the room where her air bed and table are and points to a setup of chocolates, three greeting cards, and a bouquet of Gerber daisies. They were from her brother and his girlfriend. How nice was that she asked?
I just went into a silenced shock for a few seconds and said how nice of them to do that for you.
I nearly broke down in front of all of them but calmly gathered my S and his things, said goodbyes and walk out the door. I received a text message just a few minutes later from my wife. "You seemed really upset. Was therapy ok?" I didn't answer. Five minutes later she calls and asks if everything is ok. I simply told her that it was difficult seeing the sentiments that her brother had gotten for her knowing that I could not show my feelings.
She understood how hard it is. She said that I am welcome to send her an email or text message tonight if I wanted to talk about it or how my therapy went.
I don't think that is going to happen tonight. As much as I want to spill my love to her right now, I can't. I may have even said too much that her brother's flowers effected me, since they were they same kind I got her after our first date and have ever since for the last five years.
Ugh.
Me - 33 W - 33 S - 9 months M - 3 years T - 5.5 years Bomb - 12/14/10 ILYBNILWY PA discovered - 1/18/11 PA began - 3/22/10 Separated
