The unexamined life is not worth living

[zengypsy]

Denver....

Breathe.....pick yourself up and dust yourself off.

This has been an emotional day. If I'm being honest, you are competing with the OM right now. She is in a battle within herself. She's heard every word you have said to her but she still doesn't trust you as she has said. Trust is earned in time and thru action. She is afraid things will go back to what it was even tho she has seen changes in you. If she decides to agree to the R, I don't think it's a good idea for her to move back in. IMHO, I think you are awesome and have made fantastic strides, but you aren't there yet. Patience, Patience. She's cracked the window for you and you want to push it all the way down. She will run...where? You know.

Don't sabatage things. They are going so well for you. I would give anything to be where you are.

She is being guarded and rightly so. You keep doing all the right DB'g skills. The application is the hardest but you are making things happen.

Maybe you need to go out and by a pair of leopard print shoes!! All kidding aside, recognize the positive. Think about where you were when you first joined this forum. You are fab and you are doing fab!