It is so hard to give without expecting anything in return but in our sitch when we do we are often let down. I know you wanted something, not because the gift meant anything but at least it was a sign that your M had a pulse. When that did not happen you felt disappointed. I know the feeling well but that is why it is so important to keep yourself in check and accept the sitch for what it is. S2D I follow your sitch and I don’t always post because you have sandi, she is awesome, but I gotta tell you sometimes you set yourself up for the downfalls. Keep focused and stay the course. When you start to live what you know to be true then you will have the small victories you are seeking
