We all could have done better, no doubt. But I really believe you have a lot to be proud of. I think that you have shown more patience than anyone I know. I think you've done a tremendous amount of work on yourself.
You do, however, need to manage your 24FEB expectations. She may not decide anything and then you will feel let down. I don't want to see that. And I definitely don't want you to chase her for an answer.
