Lighthouse lit till WAW comes out of fog 3

[habitacker]

I remember how I saw my W a few months back as, how some people put it, as an alien or sick. I think this was just a label I was putting on her for some sort of reason to explain what she was doing. Anyone else who does this, don't kid yourself. Just because it seems they are a WAW, doesn't mean that they are insane.

Now, I see a woman who knows exactly what she wants. I see a strong determined woman who has made up her mind.

Even though I did not know it at the time, she has done her share of trying, she has done her time talking to god, and has made a decision and it is firmly in place.

I can do all the work, I can come out of this a better man, but the fact is, right now, she is in complete control. As long as I do not want a D, I am paralyzed.