No doubt that this is an extremely hard day for many of you ... myself included.
my ex bf dumped me on valentines and my current H has always tried to make that day special for me, i guess part of me is still hoping that he'll swoop in and rescue me today. I re-read a electronic V card that I had saved that he had sent me a couple of years ago, just a cutesy card that i thought was adorable but the message was heartfelt saying how much he loved me and we'd be together forever. ouch my heart.
what is it with musicians eh ? I'll actually be spending tonight with my band.. as i'm sitting here listening to my ipod at work going over my songs, i realize i've got some sappy crap on there so i'll literally be singing the blues tonight! lol
I'm thankful i'll be doing something I love though and with some really awesome guys who always make me laugh and will help keep my mind off things. We normally get together on Sundays and I think they may have deliberately switched practice behind my back so I wouldn't be alone tonight... sweet.
We all have beautiful memories that we hold so precious and it makes us realize what we have lost and this day just exaggerates that fact for many of us, but it's not the end. Take the time to reflect and remember the love that is in your heart and the love you have for your spouse and focus on some day having that again in your marriage . I hope it brings joy to your heart rather than pain.
There is always a light in the darkest days.
*hugs to you all*
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"Good memories tell you that your past was worth it, bad ones tell you that you were strong enough to go on"
