So the separation schedule is slightly falling behind. We were suppoed to be sitting down with the realtor this week to put the house on the market. The renovations and painting are not done yet but getting close.
I am very un-motivated and tired to do all this. W took it upon herself to try and paint the living room. She has never really assisted in any reno work since we've been married. In true DB style i told her what i expected to get finished this past weeked which did not include painting. So she decided she would stop being lazy and do it. So she managed to prep and prime yesterday...thats it...but at least she did it herself lol. I think she learned its not all easy. Perhaps doing these 'small' things as she sees them will show her what i've put up with over the many years.
D15 is starting to accept the inevitible. I knew it would take her some time to come around. I'm not sure which parent she still wants to stay with.
On this Valentines Day i feel a bit out of sorts. Odd in a way that i don't have to worry about finding the perfect gift or going out for dinner or anything for W.
I feel like i'm getting a WAH mindset. I just don't care what happens and want to get away. I realize the love is lost and it saddens me. I'll keep truckin' this week to get the house ship shape and ready for sale. Keeping busy keeps my mind busy which is all good.
