Get you a$$ out of bed. Seriously. You don't have time for this right now. You know it, I know it. Get up and make a plan today for next weekend. Because you cannot do this to yourself. Is your house still half full??? What are you going to do about that? Even small changes will help.
All of you are right on about your W and her stupid apt. In all likelihood, she has got a nasty surprise coming. And when that comes, what kind of shape are you going to be in? You need to get yourself ready. And you also need to get yourself to a point where you believe no matter what happens, you are going to be ok. Tough, I know. Boy, do I ever know but it has to be that way.
Big, big hugs to you, my friend. You are doing so much better than you give yourself credit for!!!!
