Thanks 2step.

Yeah .... she acted quite odd over the weekend. She texted pobably 15 times, called 5 times. All to "talk to the baby". Some of them were just to talk to the baby ... mind you ... the baby is not yet 2 and isn't much for talking on the phone.

I had a good weekend with my parents. I did have quite a bit of anxiety over the family being torn apart ... and some anger towards her for doing this. But, I really do believe at more core that she has to go out into "the wildernest" and figure out if that's better for her. Whatever that entails.

And when she gets back ... I may or may not be interested in letting her back in. Right now, I almost feel like no. How could I ever trust her again?

But, I'm quite certain that bridge is a long ways away. In the meantime I'm starting a new job, getting the house ready to go for sale, and figuring out what to do next. She always complained about the house ... and my job being where it was. So I'm dropping the rope on her. I bet she falls down.


B.I.T.S

Formerly known as onStepAtATime
Me:31 W:31
T:13 yrs M:8 yrs
D: 20 months
ILYBNILWY: 9/22/10
"I want a separation" 1/05/11