I wish that there were something that I could tell you Islander to make the pain go away. Lord knows I have been there. Looking back, if I didn't already know it, November and December of 2010 stand as the worst months of my life... my darkest hours.
It does get better. Hang in there.
BITS Denver
M 43 X 38 T 13 W moves out of home 11/2010 Roller coaster from hell 2/2011-5/2012 I request divorce 5/2012 W moves home 6/2012 Good time 7/2012 - 1/2015 I leave 3/2016 process of divorce