There is nothing that I can say to reverse your discouraged feelings is there 2Step?
I know, bc I have been there... many, many times.
And I agree... weekends blow since my W left me. I used to enjoy them and think that they were always way too short to fit everything in that I wanted to do.
Now? I can't find anything to do!! WTF?! W here in my home and I can't find time to spend with her and SS... and now, W gone, and I can't find anything to do! Strange what a little perspective will do for a person.
Anyway, you need to get your head up. I really, truly, and honestly don't think that you have any reason to be discouraged with your progress right now.
REMEMBER the 2 major tenets of DBing... TIME & PATIENCE my friend.
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M 43 X 38 T 13 W moves out of home 11/2010 Roller coaster from hell 2/2011-5/2012 I request divorce 5/2012 W moves home 6/2012 Good time 7/2012 - 1/2015 I leave 3/2016 process of divorce