UPDATE part II:

Okay yall...I don't think I need to cancel dinner...get this! H just called back!

I was sitting here crying and freaking out...so, I didnt answer it. Got myself together real quick and breathed a bit...

H called again, I was praying and calming down. I didnt answer it.

H called AGAIN! I answered it.

Me: Hello

H: Hey, I was just on FB you did'nt tell me you went flying when I talked to you a little bit ago. I asked you what you had been doing?

Me: We'll, I guess it didn't occur to me. That was yesterday I just wasnt thinking of it when I spoke to you.

H: We'll I mean that's a pretty big deal and you didn't even share it with me. I mean, I'm proud of you. So, tell me about how it went. I mean I just cant believe you didnt tell me...

Me: Blah Blah Blah ..... of course I was real happy talking about it. Said, it was my first lesson and such....

H: We'll good, its sounds like a lot of fun. I'm proud of you.

Me: It was great. I really enjoyed it.

H: We'll it's odd that I can't see your post anymore on FB news feed. Do you have me blocked or something?

Me: No

H: We'll I can see everyone else's but yours.

Me: No, FB has changed some stuff...then I told him how to fix the option to see all his friends.

H: I'm on it now. Let me do that...oh okay I see now. We'll I'm gonna go back to bed. I'm really sick. I just wanted to talk to you about the flying lesson. I'll see ya Thursday.

Me: Okay, hope you feel better

H: Thanks.

Me: Sweet Dreams. Bye

H: Bye


So, brother BITS....what is the word now???? He seemed shocked and freaked out at first. Then he calmed down and acted at the end like I don't care voice thing.

I think if I cancel now. It would be to much....plus honestly I don't think I could go through with it.

Dixie


Me: 40 H: 39
M: 17 yrs - Together 18 1/2yrs
No kids
Seperated: May 18, 2006
EA/Poss PA with OW for 6 months prior to leaving.
2nd Bomb dropped: Dec. 23, 2010