Need Advice!! Not sure on next move? Part 2

[dixiegal]

UPDATE!!!!

I just got a call from H!

I took my really off guard. But, I got it together and acted really nice. So, here is how it went down.

H: Hi how are you?

Me: Doing well, How are you?

H: I'm sick. I have the flu and have been in bed for two days.

Me: I'm sorry your feeling bad. I hope you feel better soon.

H: So, what are you doing?

Me: Oh, I just got home from working out for the past few hours.

H: Really, how is that working out for you?

Me: Pretty good, I've lost 27 pounds.

H: Wow, that's good I'm proud of you.

Me: Thanks.

H: (started telling me a story about Dog and etc.)

H: Umm..your kinda quiet.

Me: I was listening to you tell me about Dog.

H: Oh...
H: We'll I was calling about Thursday. I don't know what your plans are. But, I was thinking you could meet me for dinner at say 7pm in Lewisville? (That's halfway between us folks)

Me: (I paused cause I was thinking about my response) That would be fine.

H: We'll if you need it to be later we could meet at 8p?

Me: No, that's fine.

H: So, how is work?

Me: Blah Blah Blah...work talk.

Me: How is the vending machines going and the Casino?

H: Blah Blah Blah....

Me: We'll I better let you go so you can get some rest.

H: Okay, I'll see you Thursday. If you can't make it just let me know.

Me: Okay. Hope you feel better. Bye

H: Bye


Okay Yall, I want to point out that he was not that friendly in his tone. At first, he seemed a little nicer than 1/2 way through his tone changed a bit. Not sure why? ( I also should mention that I posted a few photos from my flight lesson on FB today.)

However, he never mentioned it. But, I thought he is sick and can get real moody when he is. I'm just not sure. So, I'm meeting him this week Thursday at 7p (thats Central Time). I'm so freaked out right now!!!! I'm preparing myself for the worst and praying for the best.

But, his tone made me feel like he had disconnected. I'm so scared yall....I am so afraid he is going to ask for a D. I mean he didnt even mention the fact that he didnt call me when said he was. Wt heck???

Plus, he has me driving and meeting him halfway instead of coming over here by the house? What does that mean???

I miss & love him so much...I need everyone's prayers for GOD to work on both our hearts for Thursday! But, I have to prepare myself for the fact that he may be done and doesnt want me/us. That he just wants to meet to talk about a D.

I need the BITS now...I'm trying to breathe and ground myself abit. I'm What ifs myself to death right now!

Dixie