Shine on you crazy diamond...

[dixiegal]

FOBD,

I'm so sorry that you keep getting knocked down today. We are all here for you!

But, you said it yourself...she is still putting her ring on everyday and she did come over. It's still some type of contact FOBD. You could be like me....NONE!

I know it hurts like h#ll when they act like that and treat you with anger and "I don't care" attitude.

But, I don't believe for a moment that she has turned into stone and feels nothing. She is angry FOBD, she is holding on to it. The biggest lies are the one's we tell ourseleves...do you know what I mean?

But, that is what I think your dealing with...this is the hard part...if you want to get her back. You have to have it together when you see her. Take sometime to settle down, pray and go over what you want to say/do. Then act like you are going up for a Oscar!

But, she can't see you freaked out....cause, it makes them feel bad, which makes them run farther. Seem's crazy I know. But, they are in ME mode. She has to see that you have changed....ya gotta make every interaction count.

So, today you had a off day...it happens. Don't beat yourself up for it. Your human and your hurting...you have been torn all day. It happens to each of us.

Try and get something to eat and pop in a funny movie while you lay around. You need to laugh a bit.

I'm praying for you...DONT GIVE UP!!!