Hi And thank you for spending the time checking in, means alot. Its difficult to know if its progress or not, as im sure your aware sometimes they pick you up and then drop you from a great height, im just being cautious i guess. Tonight no contact but saying that she called this afternoon to say she was still unwell and infact felt worse, she said she called just to inform me of that,i found that a bit strange, but didnt comment. I must admit that im unsure as to how to handle the little positives, but my gut feeling is to stay dark but its so difficult with these texts at night asking for a chat online, sometimes i feel less anxious when i dont talk to her, i guess its because i dont have to listen to bad news about her looking at houses and divorce, i know maybe thats wrong as one day i may well have to hear it. Im going to get to town and get the books for sure. Wife is due here weekend coming, but the strange thing is she hasnt mentioned it at all,now could be linked to how upset she got last time about me moving away close to one of my daughters, i agree i need to sit do some GAL thinking, inluding some real 180,s, and back in the dark from now again and wait, im sure this week i should recieve some divorce paperwork so could be a hard week, again thank you for your help....kevc
