i'm so sorry zen about receiving the D paper. That must have been so crushing for you but can i say jealous at your new leopard print shoes !! You could have sat and wallowed and soaked that paper with tears but you treated yourself, you've worked so hard and instead of feeling like it was a setback you rewarded yourself. good for you girl !
yes, it is just a piece of paper, it's not a death sentence and there are other forms of paper too.. sticky notes !! write positive things to yourself and stick them all over that darn posted D paper on your fridge so you can remind yourself it's not over. You want to keep trying, so do all you can, you still have LOTS of time.
hang in there ! *hugs*
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"Good memories tell you that your past was worth it, bad ones tell you that you were strong enough to go on"
