Need Advice!! Not sure on next move? Part 2

[dixiegal]

Good Morning BITS!

So, as I wake up this morning...(yes LIS I slept for 8 hrs!) I'm still feeling pretty proud of myself. So, yesterday yall started off rough w/lots of crying. But, I made myself get up and take a 2 hour morning walk. I talked to GOD the entire time! When I got home, I paid bills and then got dressed (like I was going somewhere).

Then out of the blue my friend calls me. Her H and her Son are pilots. They are headed to the airport to fly. Would I like to go w/them and take a flying lesson???? Ummmm...YES!

So, I did it yall!!! I took my first flying lesson yesterday in a new red/white Piper Sport! I flew the plane several times!!! Its a two seater plane. So, my girlfriends son took me up for hour 1/2! We flew over Dallas, Lake Lavon and Lake Ray Hubbard! Its was scary but, real exciting at the same time...wish I could post those pics here! I only got a little freaked for a second....LOL It was an amazing feeling and I beat down one of my biggest fears!

After, we all went to eat some seafood! We visited for awhile...then my friend and her H talked w/me about my sitch. Yall see my Girlfriend was a WAS 10 yrs ago. She had an affair and etc. They made it! She told me how, they had gone to a Marriage conference Friday night at church and that Saturday morning. How hard it was after all these years for them to hear some of the topics. That it reminded them both of that pain and how lost they both were....then as they were driving to the Airport...they both started talking about me. WOW!!!

GOD is amazing yall!!!!! I don't doubt for a second that GOD had a hand in yesterday!!!! We talked about what I was feeling. I shared DBing w/them. About the LRT, Going Dark and etc. Her H said, he agreed to some points. My girlfriend said, she was so angry and put it all on her H. That her guilt for the affair was so strong...that even now she can't believe what a good man her H is for holding on. While she was a crazy hateful person to him! We all teared up! Then they said, "You have to hold on, if your H wants to D you then let him do it." "But, don't give up and don't let anyone tell you otherwise." "Because, yall can come back from this even after all this time and all that has happened." "If your H wants to come back, GOD has been working on you and your DBing to prepare you for it."

Yall, I came home so excited!!! I have not felt any true joy or happiness in so long. Thank You GOD for a wonderful Saturday!!!

So, now I'm off to Sunday morning Church Choir and then I'm going to one of my old fishing holes...I use to love to go do that. I'm gonna spend the rest of the day outside fishing and hanging w/GOD!

One last note....I pray for all of yall almost everyday. I'm SO thankful for each of you! Yall are such wonderful folks. That no matter what yall are feeling. Yall put it aside to help your brother/sister. THANK YOU! I'm so GRATEFUL for this sight and yall!!!!!

BITS!!

"Life is short, Pray hard!"

Dixie